There we go.

Wow, I hope I dont have to go through that again. If Google sees this or checks this out well it it the second blog startup for me today. I was inspired by God(some may think that is crazy to get it all back in gear and star writing again. I guess I may as well tell a bit about myself. All the previous controversy concering my stupid childhood problems could be explained away but somehow thanks to Jesus God made me to understand that those were all wrong by the time I was twelve. No excuses just wrong. I repented; told those around me I had, begged forgivness from them, now I am moving on. In a previous blog I had it became abundantly clear that some of my family had not forgiven me......thats on them now; not to mention over 40 years in the past. Other issues: My 4th wife(yup)had issues. I was so naieve(where is the spell check). All four of my wives had mental issues but I did not figure there was a pattern until her. I don't much care for the phychological field (they got some fundamental bedrock in them) but what I seen is they are just a bunch of enablers themselves. They gave my wife one pill though that blocks n-neural pathways but then the person has to struggle to build new ones on account of they have to build new good or better habits before they take them off of the pills. So to my neighbors; that is what all the drill intructor yelling was about for the last two years. She is better now and has become not so much a compulsive spend thrift. She virtually bankrupted us. I don't understand why she didn't leave me(I would have). Oh well; God gives unto us people we should be seeing to. I am just glad, because her goof ups are almost nonexistant now. I thought I was going to die from high blood pressure. Not so worried now . Those are the mellow explanations. Trust me if you have never been through basic training you cannot imagine the enormous pressure I was puttin on her. I hope to get back to the.....I don't know.... fire and brimstone sermonizing I used to do. I don't feel so all fired up like that though. As the frainch say.... saylavie. Don't think I say or write anything is symbolic. I speak frankly. Straight on and out in the open. No code, no sublinilizing(ya; I know the words and mostly what they mean, just can't spell them (and why did google not put a spell checker in this new format) not to mention my typing is Horrible). Speaking of my spelling typing and grammer I do love to create new words. It' fun. I should go through the effort to coin a few maybe I could make a buck or two. Ya just to keep going. Well so long for now. I got tons to say. Maybe I just creat a video format. It would be easier.

Iiiii'mBAAAaakk...Again